Monday, March 18, 2013

# moody

Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me..
perasaan apa kah ni? sorrow? ye kot. cinta lebih kan..
kalini job rotation 6 weeks job 3 weeks home
they took our additional 2 weeks from the previous company
my husband said this is about sacrifice
my sacrifice for you and our little Sophie
for us to get a better life ahead
for us to get what we wish in life in sha Allah
ease our day oh Allah
make it lighter for us 
for my family
amin...

# 18 March 2013

maka bermula lah hari sunyi ummi dan sophie kembali

ayah dah nak start kerja

19 March 2013 - he's flying back to Erbil

oh ya haritu suami aku dapat transfer ke Saudi kan. sebab tukar location untuk job Tetra well. tapi few days ago dia dapat offer company lain - SGS. jadinya he's going back to Erbil, Kurdistan.

aih..dah 2 bulan ada hari-hari.

bila balik kerja nampak je dia kat rumah.

lusa tak ada dah

bukan sophie je sedih

ummi pun T__T

hilang semangat kerja aku harini. aih

*mengeluh pulak...