Thursday, March 28, 2013

# written in the stars

Oh, written in the stars a million miles away
A message to the main, oh
Seasons come and go, but I will never change
And I'm on my way


Let's go, yeah, you're listening now
They say they ain't heard nothing like this in a while
That's why they play my song on so many different dials
'Cause I got more f*** hits than a disciplined child

So when they see me everybody brrrap, brrraps
Man I'm like a young gun fully black Barrack
I cried tear drops over the massive attack
I only make hits like I work with the racket and bat


Look at my jacket and hat
So damn berserk, so down to earth, I'm bringing gravity back
Adopted by the major, I want my family back
People work hard just to get all their salary taxed


Look I'm just a writer from the ghetto like Malory Blackman
Where the hell's all the sanity at? Damn
 

I used to be the kid that no one cared about
That's why you have to keep screaming 'til they hear you out


Oh, written in the stars a million miles away
A message to the main, oh
Seasons come and go, but I will never change
And I'm on my way


Yeah, I needed a change, when we ate we never tip
'Cause we needed the change, I needed a break
For a sec I even gave up believing and praying
I even done the legal stuff and was leaded astray

They say the money is the route to the evilest ways
But have you ever been so hungry it keeps you awake?
Mate, now my hunger would leave 'em amazed, great


It feels like a long time coming, fam
Since the day I thought of that cunning plan
 

One day I had a dream I tried to chase it
But I wasn't going nowhere, running man


I knew that maybe someday I would understand
Trying to change a tenner to a hundred grand
Everyone's a kid that no one cares about
You just gotta keep screaming 'til they hear you out


Oh, written in the stars a million miles away
A message to the main, oh
Seasons come and go, but I will never change
And I'm on my way


Ishi, Eric Turner, let's go

Oh, written in the stars a million miles away
A message to the main, oh
Seasons come and go, but I will never change
And I'm on my way


# face

yes.. thank you to my little brother yang sangat pandai on this. kalau tak de dia la yang buatkan blog template ni. memang makan bertahun la tak tukar tukar. oh yes. I welcome myself to this new face blog. 

selamat hari Jumaat geng! semoga anda berjaya melalui hari Jumaat dengan baik. aku macam biasa lah. dilema kerja memang tak mau habis. Ia hanya akan berhenti bila aku dah keluar dari sini. tapi belum cukup pandai. kena lah sabar lagi. cuma ada lah strategy satu dua kena buat untuk menyelamatkan diri. selama ni aku biar aku di bunuh banyak kali kan. bunuh perasaan la bukan bunuh di badan. mati kan perasaan aku je kerja orang. sebab orang lain tak de keje. kerja dorang rosakkan semangat orang lain lah. sekarang aku nak belajar buat shield pulak.  engkorang nak bunuh aku, aku tepis. tapi sebelum pandai tepis memang kena mati perasaan banyak kali lah kan # nanges.

strategy menjayakan diri. chayok!!!   

# pillow talk

S :agak agak ni..sampai bila nak tahan kerja dengan persepsi orang yang macam ni pada mira?

M: tak tau lah sampai bila. sampai dah tak boleh tahan I think

S: kenapa mira tanak dengar cakap abg?

M: abg nak mira dengar yang mana satu? #banyak sangat T-T

S: abg nak mira pergi je bersemuka dengan dia. tunjuk dia semua offer letter yang ada tu lepas tu tanya dia straight to his face. "now I want a clear direction from you. you dah comment I here and there and I have did every request yang you suruh buat.now is the time for me to save my self pulak"

M: tapi...things are different here. it is not like what you think. it is not that easy. we have gap here. I can't simply walk in to his room and place everything on the table.I might loose my job because of doing so. 

S: why don't you try it first baru kita fikir consequences nya. sampai bila mira nak stress dengar orang sampai kan itu ini? If I were you..I will no longer stay there.

M: I know....

S: kalau you dah tahu then why you choose to stay? abg tak cukup bagi mira belanja tiap-tiap bulan ke?

M: It's not like that..I have my own passion lah yang..I have my own goal. I bukan nak sombong ke apa. I just want to do something useful for my life..

S: Something useful? being a good mum is also a something useful for your life.

M: what if I said I want to be a doctor?

S: Pulak dah...

M: Ala haritu kan mira dah cakap kat abg I want to be a doctor. Just give an additional 5 years and I will make sure I get the cert and I boleh kerja dengan senang hati.

S: yeke kerja doctor senang hati? 

M: At least kerja doctor kerja mulia kan..takde bos yang nak tengok you pakai baju apa pagi-pagi you pergi kerja. takde bos yang ada persepsi gila-gila macam sekarang.

S: that's because they are Malaysian

M: and too bad kita Malaysian la macam tu haha*

S: bukan macam tu. Malaysian punya thinking tak macam orang professional lagi no matter how big their position esp people in your company la. abg tak rasa company lain facing this kind of problem sangat. 

M: ala forget it. now can I sambung blaja jadi doctor pulak?

S: I can't wait that long lah. habiskan je master. 5 tahun tu kalau pandai guna phd pun boleh start dah masa tu.

M: in sha Allah...